After Birth

 I have this ultra annoying pinch in my shoulders that refuse to go away. I am not sure if it’s stress or lack of activity. I also feel ridiculously fatigue, even after eight hours of sleep. I don’t know what this means, it could be a vitamin deficiency. Speaking of deficiency, alas, my life deficiencies are far greater than essential vitamins.

My life is so discombobulated. I deal with the blows and refuse to be affected by other people’s machinations. I just need to figure out one thing to solve 90% of the chaos. I’ve taken up swimming again for relaxation, there’s something about moving my arms in the water that makes me happy. I am working on my backstroke, I lean my head back too much out of habit. 

There’s something about facing reality, it’s a bitch!